My birthday

Yesterday, October 23rd was my rezzday, my sl-birthday therefore. I have had some people congratulate me, totall strangers. Two of them even gave me a present (Liz smiles gratefully). I thank you all for this.
In 4 days it will be exactly two months since i was with Miss Xaaya for the last time. I did plan that date to declare myself a free girl again. However...... the closer that day comes the more i am in doubt. What if there is something happening, that She realy cannot do much aboout; what if...