A really nice week

And more or less out of the blue came the message that my Life was allowed to return home and leave that horrible place called hospital. Monday would be the day.......

Monday came and was such a long day (my Life was to return not sooner than our evening). It lasted and lasted.......
But finally the evening fell and my Life came. It was a memorable evening anyway, since my sister Amanda was expexted to return home as well; return to us, but especially return to her wife Tasja who had missed her so much.

After my Life and me had talked a while to my sisters, we left for our home where i had prepared a small welcome. Of course my Life longed to see our little Miekje so i took Her to the babyroom.

We ended up on the couch in our livingroom talking for a while, just feeling eachothers presence enjoying it. The evening, of course, was way too short. It would have been anyway, but my Life was exhausted by all the emotions and She really needed to get some serious rest.

The rest of the week we mostly spend on catching up and relaxing: dancing/ visiting concerts. Once my Life had to prematurely break off the wonderfull moments together since She suddenly got into so much pain; fortunately that had gone the next day.

It is clear that my Life is being occupied by thoughts about the future, our future; She wants to take care of Her girls even after She will be gone away from us. So we do talk about that and one day She talked to us, telling the girls of Her plans/ Her view on the housing topic and told them i would manage Her group (noooo, not the girls, just the group).

Yesterday She took me shopping and She bought me some new clothes. As if my wardrobe did need to be enlarged anyway...... the dresses She bought me i will not show here. I don't want to see my blog being closed down *blushes heavily*.

Besides all this us girls are thinking and talking about the future.
I talked to my sisters since they need a home in future too. The wishes and needs of both couples are slighty different and we tried to combine them. I think we came quite close and we agreed that i would try to build a show-house so the girls are able to see what it could look like on our land.
I really hope i am able to create a house in which all of them are happy, so they can keep on living together for a very long time.

May 7th already

There is nothing much to tell really, but i don't want you all out there to think i don't exist anymore *smiles softly*.

It has been quite some time now that my Life is hospitalized. The word is that she seems to be improving very slowly. Phycially that is. She still is being kept in isolation. Emotionally she is not doing alll that good. I am told she misses me incredibly.
I miss her too; very much so.

Fortunately we can exchange messages via our "middleman", but it would be a good thing if she could get her laptop so we can talk with eachother again.
A nice pair we are, she lying in isolation, all alone being bored and me in SL all alone too.
Of course there is little Annemiek, but besides feeding her and changing her diapers she still sleeps most of the day.
Of course there are people that say they love me and say they do not want me to be alone etc. But, when being honest, they too cannot get around admitting that there is a difference between what they say/ feel and what is daily (Second) Life. Either they are too busy with others/ other things or they are too little online to make a difference.
Eitherway i am alone most of my online time and i think it is wise for me to review my options, which of course i have been doing now for some time, since this situation isn't quite new. I am not sure what to do with my life in here, but one thing is: i need to find myself things to do, things i can do on my own, since i am the only one that is always there for me. If not i'd better cut on my online times.
Hmmm, this part has grown too long again. Sorry about that. I just wanted to tell you about my Life, my Annemie and i wanted to tell you i have been busy building a few cottages for Miss O. Miss O has the plan the set up a small series of cottages on her land, a sort of small subby-village. She will use them to provide a home, a shelter, for subbies that got lost to recuperate and for newbies to provide them with a good and solide starting point.
If i understood her correctly, the girls (yes girls only) are allowed to stay two months for free. After that period they should be able to spread their wings (again) and go their way in SL. Should they like it that much, that they want to stay longer they can rent the place.